Yesterday there was too much bickering, and unkindness amongst our children in their play . . . so today we have prescribed all work, no play. Sometimes I despair of them ever learning . . .
With five little ones, one can almost go crazy, teaching, training and disciplining them cause it’s a non-stop job!!! At times I just want to dig a hole and crawl in it . . . I want to hide . . . I know it’s good for us living in the middle of “Staufferville” (having Grandma and Grandpa and two Aunties all around as we live between their house and Grandpa’s shop and share the same garden and some yard) but at times I just wish they couldn’t SEE everything that goes on here.
We are grateful with the help they’ve given as we can’t be everywhere at once . . .
Sometimes I’d just like to ask God, why. Why does the burden of the discipline fall on us mothers . . . Dad’s are at work most the day . . . and then are tired when they come home and have lots to do . . .
Sometimes I just wonder . . . maybe we shouldn’t have had so many children this close . . . It defiantly would be easier, would it not? If I only had two or three that would be about half the questions and spankings and lectures and scoldings . . .
“Here my cry, O God; Attend unto my prayer
From the end of the earth I will cry to You.
When ny heart is overwhelmed: Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
For You have been a shelter for me and a strong tower from the enemy.
I will abide in Your tabernacle forever.
I will trust in the shelter of Your wings . . .” Psalm 61
Does anyone else ever face this? . . .